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some people were just made for you to love.
so what happens when that person you love is loved even more by someone else? its just so hard to let go of something or someone u've given ur heart and soul to for 2 of the most important years of your life. at that point, grades, cca, family and even life itself lost all its meaning. but after 2 years of it you realise you've been neglecting alot of other things and you start to regain your life, and naturally the fire extinguishes and dies a natural death. but only for a short while, and things change in this short while. erm, kinda lost in incoherent thoughts now. but, somethings are only brought out when you read heart felt words from a person who was once your other half. or when you see that person.
maybe i'm just jealous that i never got the attention i wanted and he did.
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i agree with ur opening sentence. some people were just made for you to love. =) if Pk is true, Pk+1 would be true. In this case, Pk+1 would be that you are made for someone to love. =) -nods-
i dont know whether love can be measured. how can you clearly say for certain that someone else loves her more than you do? how do you measure it? by the things he buys her? the stuff he does for her? honestly, i don't think there's an answer for that.
regarding the part about neglecting everything else...revolving your life (almost) solely around that person, then when everything crashes, you realize that you are alone. that feeling pretty much sucks i know... knowing that you have to rebuild everything once more, but somethings that passed as just lost forever. then again, it's times like that that you see who your true friends are, and rediscover the person you really are, and the person you want to be. =) In the process of picking ourselves up again, we grow. =) And as we grow, I believe at the end of it, the many dents and holes that we have in our life help us become more resilient. Haha. suddenly this weird analogy popped into my head. You know how last time when we made banners, we would cut holes in them so when the wind blew it won't tear apart? we're pretty similar to it really. =D without the holes in us, when the wind blows, we'll tear apart. =) heh. And! like banners! we have the poles and strings firmly holding us to the pillars... =)
basically i just rambled on a whole lot of shit. haha i guess what i really want to say is that it's only human to feel jealous...but at the same time, feel happy for her? though i know it may be hard to. as long as she's happy... and if you really love her, you'd be happy for her to. =)
and wei! if you ever need anyone to talk to, i'm hereeee -waves madly- okay la. i'm studying for my stupid A's now...but after that i'll be a freeeee girl! hahaha oh btw, i flunked econs and math. =) i'm ji shen :(
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