30092004

some people were just made for you to love.

so what happens when that person you love is loved even more by someone else? its just so hard to let go of something or someone u've given ur heart and soul to for 2 of the most important years of your life. at that point, grades, cca, family and even life itself lost all its meaning. but after 2 years of it you realise you've been neglecting alot of other things and you start to regain your life, and naturally the fire extinguishes and dies a natural death. but only for a short while, and things change in this short while. erm, kinda lost in incoherent thoughts now. but, somethings are only brought out when you read heart felt words from a person who was once your other half. or when you see that person.

maybe i'm just jealous that i never got the attention i wanted and he did.

25092004 In taiwan

Somehow life here isn't as dreary as the previous time when i was still with uni. I have to admit, missing that someone in life isn't as bad as it turns out to be. true, it gets lonely at times, but then again, i'm still young. aiyah, oei changrs, i'll keep u to ur promise, even though i think it'll be kinda weird at first. owell who noes.

17092004 Sealight.

Just a few hours before i fly off to Taiwan. Brunei was an easy day compared to Hellweek, but i'm sure the air force fellars will disagree haha. but enough of that, i made a pact with myself, and i will try my best to keep it. there was kp, ruisheng, mark, me, and now clarence. haha some sort of army curse perhaps. oh well... this is one of the times when i'm super unprepared... but aiyah, who cares... i shall go there to enjoy myself and stop thinking about unnecessary stuff~ It doesn't matter if the world crumbles around me as long as i make the best of it. I think only 1 or 2 people read this blog lar, so... its more like a half-diary.